Me and my assistant, Kelly, at the last sale.
Au Revoir, France
8 years ago
Friday, April 22, 2011
The End of an Era
Wednesday night it became official that I will no longer be coordinating the MOPS Consignment Sale. This "job" which has occupied so much of my mind, life and time for the past two plus years is moving on to someone else. I knew I was approaching the end of my time with it, but I had thought God was leading me to coordinate one more sale. Through a topsy-turvy, bumpy series of events it became clear that my time there in an official capacity was over. Of course I will still be involved though. The Sale gets in your blood and there is no going back. :) I truly loved (mostly!) coordinating the sale and know that it was absolutely the work God had for me during the last two years. I know the next gal taking over will do a great job and I look forward to supporting her as she serves.
Words I Never Thought I Would Say
"I'm going to counseling" Or maybe I did, but not at this season of my life. Either way, it kind of came out of nowhere and everywhere at the same time. Anyone that has spoken to me at length recently knows that I believe that the physical issues I have been experiencing have everything to do with God getting my attention to deal with my spiritual and relational issues. Things came to a head in mid-February and just at that time God brought an amazing counselor directly in my path. It was 100% the hand of God. She and I have been working together for about two months now and I can truly say God is at work.
Right at the same time, God motivated a friend of mine to recommend to me that I take the Compassion Workshop that McLean Bible offers at their Tysons campus, which had just recently begun it's Spring session. As I listened to her describe the class, I realized that several relationships in my life have suffered as a result of a lack of compassion from me. This class, which finishes next week, has been life-changing. I would recommend that anyone in this area who struggles with ANY level of anger, resentment or lack of compassion take the class. It is a lot of work, but it is AMAZING. So many of my beliefs about anger and relational dynamics have changed as a result, as has my belief that I actually can change. Philip has listened to most of the class on CD and we both agree with the power of the message. It's changing the way we interact with each other and with our children. It's slow going, but so worth it.
Right at the same time, God motivated a friend of mine to recommend to me that I take the Compassion Workshop that McLean Bible offers at their Tysons campus, which had just recently begun it's Spring session. As I listened to her describe the class, I realized that several relationships in my life have suffered as a result of a lack of compassion from me. This class, which finishes next week, has been life-changing. I would recommend that anyone in this area who struggles with ANY level of anger, resentment or lack of compassion take the class. It is a lot of work, but it is AMAZING. So many of my beliefs about anger and relational dynamics have changed as a result, as has my belief that I actually can change. Philip has listened to most of the class on CD and we both agree with the power of the message. It's changing the way we interact with each other and with our children. It's slow going, but so worth it.
Words I Never Thought I Would Hear
"I don't think it's your gallbladder." Imagine how floored I was after several years of my gallbladder being blamed as the root of all my problems. The woman who told me this, Pat, is a physical therapist who practices visceral manipulation. I went to see her at the recommendation of another therapist I had been seeing to have an evaluation. At the time of this appointment in mid-February, I had been in nearly constant pain for close to three months. When I walked out of her office that day, I was a new person. I still experience problems (much more than I would like to, especially recently), but there has been a night and day difference from being treated by her. Which I why I keep driving to Bethesda.
So what is wrong? First of all, it is often my gallbladder that is causing me pain, but the reason is different than everyone has said. She believes that the issue is being caused largely because of scar issue I have on my abdomen (which is there from an emergency surgery at 31 weeks pregnant with Caleb...and it was two weeks following his birth that I had my first trouble). The scar tissue seems to be exerting a pull on several of organs on the right side of my body, particularly my liver, gallbladder and right kidney, as well as the bladder. It may also be linked to an imbalance of my Sphenoid, which is deep in the brain. An imbalance of the Sphenoid can also cause issues in other parts of the body, which I have also been experiencing for years, so it all makes sense when you look at the total picture.
So, I am mostly avoiding gluten, eggs, dairy and high fat foods to help manage what I can to ease the digestion issues, in addition to continuing to see Pat for ongoing treatment. I have some good days, some bad days and some really bad days, but overall I am doing much better than I was. That gives me hope that one day this may truly be behind me, by the grace of God.
So what is wrong? First of all, it is often my gallbladder that is causing me pain, but the reason is different than everyone has said. She believes that the issue is being caused largely because of scar issue I have on my abdomen (which is there from an emergency surgery at 31 weeks pregnant with Caleb...and it was two weeks following his birth that I had my first trouble). The scar tissue seems to be exerting a pull on several of organs on the right side of my body, particularly my liver, gallbladder and right kidney, as well as the bladder. It may also be linked to an imbalance of my Sphenoid, which is deep in the brain. An imbalance of the Sphenoid can also cause issues in other parts of the body, which I have also been experiencing for years, so it all makes sense when you look at the total picture.
So, I am mostly avoiding gluten, eggs, dairy and high fat foods to help manage what I can to ease the digestion issues, in addition to continuing to see Pat for ongoing treatment. I have some good days, some bad days and some really bad days, but overall I am doing much better than I was. That gives me hope that one day this may truly be behind me, by the grace of God.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Breakfast Bars
A few people have asked for the recipe for the breakfast bars I've been making for the family, so I thought I would just post here. I got the recipe from my friend Laura and then modified it some to fit our needs, but I will post both the original and modifications.
I didn't take any pictures of the process, but it's pretty basic. Here's the finished product on the baking sheet.
Here's the recipe:
I didn't take any pictures of the process, but it's pretty basic. Here's the finished product on the baking sheet.
And how we store them. Love this size Ziploc containers!
Here's the recipe:
Breakfast Bars
2 eggs
3/4 cup brown sugar (1 cup, original)
1/2 cup milk (1/3 orig)
1/2 cup applesauce (1/3 orig)
2 cups freshly ground flour (original uses regular flour, which is why the liquid is less)
1 teaspoon baking powder
½ teaspoon salt
¼ teaspoon baking soda
3 teaspoons cinnamon
½ teaspoon nutmeg
2 ½ cups oatmeal
1-2 cups raisins, nuts and/or chopped dried fruit (I use craisins, raisins and chopped walnuts)
In a bowl, combine the eggs, sugar, milk, and applesauce. Add the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and spices until just mixed. Stir in the oatmeal and raisins. Drop by spoonfuls onto a cookie sheet and bake at 375 for 10-13 minutes or until lightly golden brown on top.
To bake as bars, use 10” x 15” pan and bake for 19 minutes at 375.
Enjoy!
Friday, February 11, 2011
More
More questions than answers.
More problems than solutions.
More tears than laughter.
More hurt than healing.
More doubt than belief.
This is where I am right now. Struggling to find the right (GOD'S) perspective. Trying to get back to where I can see His hand directing and guiding. Trying to understand the "why" for some of this. Wishing there was an "easy fix" button for long-standing problems that won't go away.
Nothing I believe about God has changed. But sometimes taking that belief and applying it to painful situations is a process. A painful process. I always come out stronger in the end...but I am not there yet.
More problems than solutions.
More tears than laughter.
More hurt than healing.
More doubt than belief.
This is where I am right now. Struggling to find the right (GOD'S) perspective. Trying to get back to where I can see His hand directing and guiding. Trying to understand the "why" for some of this. Wishing there was an "easy fix" button for long-standing problems that won't go away.
Nothing I believe about God has changed. But sometimes taking that belief and applying it to painful situations is a process. A painful process. I always come out stronger in the end...but I am not there yet.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Some Good News
Yesterday I got the news that the Celiac blood test came back negative! Yeay! I could still have a problem with wheat, as there are things in there other than gluten that can cause issues, but this was a huge relief to me!
I am on Day 19 of the Elimination Diet now, so starting Sunday I can pick something to add back in from the common allergen list. I was going to do wheat first, but since I discovered last Sunday that I had accidently been eating barley for the first two weeks (and barley is on the "don't eat" list), I want to give my body at least a full 7-10 days without the barley before reintroducing wheat. Bummer...I've been practically salivating for bread! I think I might do tomatoes instead...not very exciting, but at least I could have spaghetti sauce on brown rice noodles.
My liver enzyme numbers also looked good, so that's positive. My therapist told me yesterday that the bottom area of my liver/gallbladder feel much better than they did a month ago, but that the top of the liver is still really tight and doesn't have good motility. I have been doing chest-expansion breathing, as well as some yoga, to help expand the chest area and help things loosen up. I have also been retraining my body to be more upright through the torso when sitting and standing. So, hopefully that will all continue to help.
The vitamin D number being 56 was also great news! 16 months ago it was 32, which is considered way too low and the borderline for serious deficiency. So, all those supplements have done something!
I also found out in December that my magnesium level, which was seriously low in December 2009, was almost to the level my doctor wanted to see. I guess I need to step up the supplements a little more in that department. I was kind of lax for most of the year after getting my 10 Magnesium I.V. treatments. But still, the number was pretty good, so that makes me feel better. It has been postulated, but not proven, that the low magnesium level could have had a negative effect on my ability to carry a baby to term.
So, the bottom line is, I am doing ok. I am continuing to have some issues with gallbladder pain, but it's a much milder, shorter last pain then I was experiencing before, so I have been feeling "better-ish".
We'll see how things go as I begin to reintroduce things. Please pray that I have wisdom and am able to discern what's a reaction and what's not.
I am on Day 19 of the Elimination Diet now, so starting Sunday I can pick something to add back in from the common allergen list. I was going to do wheat first, but since I discovered last Sunday that I had accidently been eating barley for the first two weeks (and barley is on the "don't eat" list), I want to give my body at least a full 7-10 days without the barley before reintroducing wheat. Bummer...I've been practically salivating for bread! I think I might do tomatoes instead...not very exciting, but at least I could have spaghetti sauce on brown rice noodles.
My liver enzyme numbers also looked good, so that's positive. My therapist told me yesterday that the bottom area of my liver/gallbladder feel much better than they did a month ago, but that the top of the liver is still really tight and doesn't have good motility. I have been doing chest-expansion breathing, as well as some yoga, to help expand the chest area and help things loosen up. I have also been retraining my body to be more upright through the torso when sitting and standing. So, hopefully that will all continue to help.
The vitamin D number being 56 was also great news! 16 months ago it was 32, which is considered way too low and the borderline for serious deficiency. So, all those supplements have done something!
I also found out in December that my magnesium level, which was seriously low in December 2009, was almost to the level my doctor wanted to see. I guess I need to step up the supplements a little more in that department. I was kind of lax for most of the year after getting my 10 Magnesium I.V. treatments. But still, the number was pretty good, so that makes me feel better. It has been postulated, but not proven, that the low magnesium level could have had a negative effect on my ability to carry a baby to term.
So, the bottom line is, I am doing ok. I am continuing to have some issues with gallbladder pain, but it's a much milder, shorter last pain then I was experiencing before, so I have been feeling "better-ish".
We'll see how things go as I begin to reintroduce things. Please pray that I have wisdom and am able to discern what's a reaction and what's not.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Fun with Cakes
I made this cake over the weekend for a little girl turning 5. I have to say, this is one of my all-time favorite cakes. I don't know that it's any one thing about it that I love so much, but all together, I just think it's perfect!
I am fortunate to have a sister who is a fondant figure guru. She helped me make the heads and bodies over New Year's while we were visiting and then I finished these little guys when I put them on the cake. This was one of those cakes that I really enjoyed doing, despite all the hours it took to complete. I'd say this was a 9-hour cake. Crazy, huh?
I am fortunate to have a sister who is a fondant figure guru. She helped me make the heads and bodies over New Year's while we were visiting and then I finished these little guys when I put them on the cake. This was one of those cakes that I really enjoyed doing, despite all the hours it took to complete. I'd say this was a 9-hour cake. Crazy, huh?
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